..worth the while..

good morning.!! geez its early.!! anyway so i get these daily inspirational quotes sent to my phone every moring to get my day started on a positive note... you know like affirmations and stuff... well today i got my "inspirations" and it read....

Nothing is a waste of time if you use the experience wisely...

hmmmm....? now i immediately began to think about this major decision that ive ben toying with over the past few months... and i thought "Well how ironic that im contemplating what i want to do and then i get that quote... a sign maybe.? or cpuld it just be further confirmation to what i already know....

Saturday after 'Takin it To the Streets' i said "Fuck'em.!!" and Jonito(i <3 you.!!) replied with....

no dont say fuck'em you just know what you have to do now...

as he took another shot.! and its true... i cant be mad it was a learning experience... not a waste of my time because i have learned alot not only about people but also about myself.... and i can also say that i have grown alot in this situation... so much so that ive grown OUT.! of this situation... i mean i DiD say "Vive para el baile" right.?? well thats what i have to do... im sure its gonna rub some feathers and make a fe people mad but its not about them its about me, and i have to do what makes Schae happy first and foremost...

so my decision is made and set in stone now i just have to wait until March 2009, and pray that in the meantime i dont get into more trouble then ive already gotten into with all this "freetime" on my hands... damn i miss August, that was a good month.!!

..I.N.D.E.P.E.N.D.E.N.T..

yes ladies and gentlemen the day i have been waiting for has FiNALLY come.! im moving into my Condo December 19, 2008.!! im soo effin excited isk what to do w. myself... all i want to do is sleep when i get there... i think about parties in 2009 after i get some much needed rest.!!

..culture shock..

oh how i LOVE LOVE LOVE thee.!!

so this weekend while EKETC. was at prelude i stayed in vegas saved about 100bucks in food gas room and board and went the "Takin it To The Streets" and as usual it was effin GREAT.!! Culture Shock Las Vegas "went it" and Meccamee "did work" with a guest apperance from Mr. Jaymazing himself (SURPRiSE.!!) it was a REALLY great show... and ALL the crews/teams did a really good job...!!

But you know 'Takin itTo The Streets' wouldnt be itself without a party... a whole weekend long party with CSLV and CSDC OMG.!! we had soo much fun.... Saturday after the show we all went to the bestest boyfriends and had a pre.game that just turned into the real game and drank(well they drank yall know i dont) and passed the blunt(didnt do that either...DAMN.! Repulic Services.!! hahaha.!!) then i found myself being the super bestfriend and making sure Lynnae didnt die in her sleep... long story short i didnt make it home til about 3.40ish maybe 4am... and slept ALL day on sunday... no church for me, i mean it is the Sabath...you know a day of rest so thats what i did til about 4.30. in the afternoon...

once i felt alive again i got up got dressed called the baby momma and made din din plans at Ra (sunday night happy hour.!) with her my nephew and the bestest of course.!! my Nephew is sooooo effin cute and too damn funny... how i love him soo.!! after dinner the bestest and i made our was to the orleans to go bowling with CSLV and CSDC.... and ive never seen so many people "go in from the top full out with music"when it came to bowling... lol but we had a really great time with dollar bowling and dollar drinks.!! yea you know we acted a fool.!!

as the night came to a close and me and the bestfriend realized it was 2.30a and we both had to be at work her at 5 me at 7 we needed to vacat the building so we could get a nap before work... well my nap was soon interrupted at 7.15a not by the sound of my alarm but but the look in the mirror and the realization that i have Pink Eye.!! ahhhhhh.!! eww gross yuck.!!!

so now im sitting at UMC quick care wating for them to call me in the back... no work today and usually that would be a good thing but not when the flip side is having pink eye....


..mylife..

..6 months 13days & counting..

so its ALREADY December and the year is over basically... and anyone who knows me and has known me for awhile knows that as soon as December hits i start birthday planning... well this year im planning for my 21st... and im obberly excited.!! like i REALLY cant wait... i have it all planned out i mean it would only make sense it is a MONTH LONG celebration.!! with the exception of 2 days due to my little sister and twinns bday on the 18th and my lover boy quincy's day on the 21st... oh and i cant forget my bday buddy christina who has the same exact bday as me... how rare is that.?? so of course we're celebrating together.!!

stay tuned for for planning details....