..i dont mind..

because you dont matter.... lol.! i know very myspace but its true and i really had to remind myself of this cute little saying... this past weekend i found myself subjected to what we'll call hater-isim... lol and i was mad,hurt,upset,pissed off and ready to "whoop that trick" but i had to remind myself::

"mind over matter... i dont mind because you dont matter..."

and calm myself down and not allow my feelings to get hurt by others hater-ish actions... which resulted in a conversation with myself...

scheherazade: why are you getting mad.? do you really care.?
schae: i shouldnt but i do...
scheherazade: well then dont, its not like you cant live without them right.?
schae: yea i know but...
scheherazade: but what.? you thought if you were nice to them theyd be nice to you.? hahaha no foolish one... they didnt mind so you didnt matter... see the point.? dont get caught up in others opinions... because youll end up living your life for their judgement and not for yourself... it is better to be loved by few then to be hated by many...

which really and quickly put things in perspective for me... so i THANK YOU.!! for your hater-ish and juvinille behavior... for without it i wouldnt have gotten back to my typical say what i want self... what do we tell them Ashley.?

im a force to be reckoned with...so get to work.!!