..comfort food..

Okay so today was a bad day... actually this whole weekend was bad and ive been spending the past two days recovering... yesterday (1.12) i was supposed to go to the doctor but that was a failed attempt due to the ALL DAY traffic on the 15 North & South So i made my way to Town Square and walked around for a bit... just taking it all in the last week of 2008, Demetria visiting, B.Cam & Jordan, Sherleta's fish, Dymond, the first week of 2009, Salome & her cousin, my mom, Bruce...and before i knew it i had broke down and bought ice cream even though ive been sick for the past 3 days which i also think was inflicted by the events of the past week but who knows...
As i attempted to make my way back home traffic STILL hadn't cleared so i made my way to Planet Hollywood with a sudden mission for sunglasses ( H&M in Town Square didnt have ANY.!!) After getting new shades at Urban Outfitters i found myself in the Build-A-Bear workshop and was quickly reminded 1. why i dont like Valentines Day and 2.of ALL the HORRIBLE things that had happend in the past weekending so i left.!!! and came home... after braiding my friend Alvin's hair i showered climbed in my bed assumed the fetal position and allowed myself to be consumed w. every single emotion i thought i digested with the ice cream earlier...
Today was a blur of frustration, anger, hurt, and a need for comfort food... so once i got off i made it a point to come home and recover again... but this time w. another type of comfort food since the ice cream from yesterday didnt cure the itch... so i made Meatloaf, mashed potatoes and string beans... and it hit the spot.!! but im not sure how long this warm feeling will last... guess i better plan for tomorrows dinner because this looks like this is gonna be a LOONG rehab session...