..dirrty laundry..

i turned the corner and saw your car and my immediate reaction was? "oh shit.! of all days i decded to do laundry." not because i thought it would be bad but because i knew i would have to hide my emotions and remove my heart from my sleeve and quickly place it in my Micheal Kors bag... so that i wasnt able to hand it to you as quickly as i usually did. i made the phone call to let it be known that i had arrived and instead of the light cheerful voice i expected to answer it was you, and i was quickly reminded of all the things i couldnt say... like "i miss your face" that one seemed to make you smile instead it was a simple "im here" that i was able to spit out before quickly hanging up the phone so the rest of the word vomit wouldnt come out... i gave myself a serious pep talk as i approched the door reminding myself that it would be over soon because you werent staying long, well thats what i was informed, but as soon as entered i knew that was not the case at all you were a little to comfortable so to speak... but this comfortableness allowed a rush of emotion to find its way to my mind and i soon realized it was gonna be a looong morning...